Sic

My heart is racing I just realized how incredibly vulnerable putting it all on the line for the very first time not that I haven't put it on the line before but not in this way, not looking for acceptance or a pat on the back and certainly not looking forward to the possibility of rejection and being put under attack, my heart is pounding my stomach is lurching, what have I just done was I stupid, brilliant, maybe none of the above maybe I was just living my life and now well it's done and gone, gone, gone...excuse me while I go throw up.